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" ...and he said, 'come here baby, i want you to massage me.'

I didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. I didn't understand.

'Come here baby, I want you to massage me,' he repeated. He took me by the hand and lead me to the master bedroom of my parents apartment. Their apartment. To their bed. He picked me up and layed me down on the bed. He gazed into my eyes and wiped my hair off of my forehead to get them from out of my eyes. He stroked my cheeks a few times before kissing me on my lips.

'Don't worry baby i won't hurt you. This is going to be our little secret. No one will know what a naughty girl you have been.' He said.

I stayed quiet. Quivering in my pajamas. I've never experienced anything like this before. Wait a minute, I'm supposed to be massaging you, i thought. Why am I layed out on the bed? Then he starts unbuttoning his pants, still gazing deeply into my eyes. As if he saw something so pure, so innocent, so attractive. He started towards me, reaching for my pants. I quickly jump up.

'I don't want to massage you anymore,' I said.
'Shut up! If you don't be quiet I'm going to tell everyone what a naughty girl you have been!' He screamed in my face.
'I don't want to massage you anymore. I don't want to massage you anymore.' I repeated it over and over again. Finally, he grabbed me tight pulling my weak and helpless body towards him and covered my mouth. Scared, I consented. "


My life is a story ready to be read. &Nd that is what I intend to do with it. I'm going to pour my heart and soul into a novel that tells the story of one girl's, A REAL GIRL'S struggle with life. Stay tuned for more excerpts;